Why I Chose To Come Out:
For me being out has always seemed to be the natural choice. Regardless of the consequences and my fears I always felt that being authentic was the "right" thing to do. It seemed wrong to be disengenious... I also felt like I was betraying my people (ABDL*s) by not sticking up for us in a visible way. To put it bluntly I felt like a coward.
My Experiences In The Closet:
How I Went Into The Closet Into The First Place:
I was a happy baby. My toddler years were among the best years of my life. Although I had no idea what an ABDL* was, I had strong desires to identify as a baby or toddler before I was even potty trained. What initially started as a mild discomfort with growing up became a virtual source of paranoia by the time I was potty trained. While I was only chronologically only about 3 at the time, I was developmentally much older in some areas. My above average IQ outpaced my physical development and ultimately enhanced my self-awareness to an atypical degree.
WIP
1. To Be Happy
my identity feels right
what else am i going to do
show love
2.Bladder issues
3. Want to help other abdls
not had my issues
4. Reject ageism
solve my own problems or enjoy life red tape
sad i wasted time i could have used to help other abdls
For me being out has always seemed to be the natural choice. Regardless of the consequences and my fears I always felt that being authentic was the "right" thing to do. It seemed wrong to be disengenious... I also felt like I was betraying my people (ABDL*s) by not sticking up for us in a visible way. To put it bluntly I felt like a coward.
My Experiences In The Closet:
How I Went Into The Closet Into The First Place:
I was a happy baby. My toddler years were among the best years of my life. Although I had no idea what an ABDL* was, I had strong desires to identify as a baby or toddler before I was even potty trained. What initially started as a mild discomfort with growing up became a virtual source of paranoia by the time I was potty trained. While I was only chronologically only about 3 at the time, I was developmentally much older in some areas. My above average IQ outpaced my physical development and ultimately enhanced my self-awareness to an atypical degree.
WIP
1. To Be Happy
my identity feels right
what else am i going to do
show love
2.Bladder issues
3. Want to help other abdls
not had my issues
4. Reject ageism
solve my own problems or enjoy life red tape
sad i wasted time i could have used to help other abdls
